I have been crazy busy with my college schedule and literally haven’t had much time to think which at the moment is a good thing. With my mind filled to the brim with American History during the Cold War I haven’t dwelled on boy or relationship issues which I think is great I’ve focused on myself more and planning my life after college! I’m going to take a year off after my Masters and work, travel and maybe even move abroad for a couple of months.
That’s just an example of what I’ve been doing but it’s only 1 of 19!
Summers just around the corner so I’m trying to get in shape as I’m heading Italy with my parents and then Portugal with my friends so there will be many bikini opportunities… That being said the gym can get boring so I’ve started taking the dogs to the beach!
All in all right now I finding myself sort of moving on in my life, there will probably be residual feelings there for him but I have this fear of going back to him, I don’t think that I could survive it ending again so that is helping me move on even more the fear is stoping me from going there in both my head and in life.
Shells Life! 